This is my record of all-time low.
Just to be clear, I'm not depressed. And if so, I've learned to just give myself a day and I'll be ok.
I have strategy to deal with it.
I think the toughest still is dealing with self-anger. So this week has been my all time low for the following. Let me count thy ways:
Dec 27 - I forgot my bag of files and charger so I couldn't do what I set myself to do on that day
while I was my fam, celebrating my brother's wedding annive
Dec 29 - My MacBook acted weirdly - black screen, not really of death cuz the keyboards lit up.
Then, I reset, restart, the screen lits up then it goes black again.
Dec 30 - Just had to get a new laptop. That's like savings meant for something else, now spent on
something else. Arggggh.
Jan 2 - I could not find a way to repair template of my DoIs at Endnote. The library was not able to offer a concrete solution then.
Jan 3 - I was being advised to consider an application for extension as Plan B.
Jan 4 - Grrrr. This chapter is taking too long to get done. And Grrrr more for swallowing my pride to get that app for extension done.
Upon reading my list above, I get angry at myself more. So many other things to feel for in life.
I don't have a dying family member, nor terminal cancer. I'm not in the midst of Syrians, Lebanese, Iranians and Iraqi's mourning the death of a leader. I'm well fed and well loved. I'm not even stuck in Manila traffic so WATDAHELL Aleta.
Please, please, uber-please, count your blessings, think of people who can help, hold on to happy memories and look up, look to God. Don't ever, ever forget him.
And btw, YOU GOT THIS:
Jan 6 - A solution to EndNote DoI's
Chapter 1 Check
Chapter 3 Check
Chapter 4 BL Check - insert BL survey SUNDAY
Chapter 5 TP Check
Chapter 6 SP - Check -
Chapter 7 CP - Check insert Proposed Changes
TO follow
Chap 2 BY SUNDAY
Chap 8 BY MONDAY
FULL DRAFT BY TUESDAY - but oops, my Endnotes still need a whole lot of fixing
Please please be thankful for that. :) and remember people who have helped you and will continue to do so. Communicate!
Lastly, CHICKENJOY :) and ColLaboratiore 2020.
Just to be clear, I'm not depressed. And if so, I've learned to just give myself a day and I'll be ok.
I have strategy to deal with it.
I think the toughest still is dealing with self-anger. So this week has been my all time low for the following. Let me count thy ways:
Dec 27 - I forgot my bag of files and charger so I couldn't do what I set myself to do on that day
while I was my fam, celebrating my brother's wedding annive
Dec 29 - My MacBook acted weirdly - black screen, not really of death cuz the keyboards lit up.
Then, I reset, restart, the screen lits up then it goes black again.
Dec 30 - Just had to get a new laptop. That's like savings meant for something else, now spent on
something else. Arggggh.
Jan 2 - I could not find a way to repair template of my DoIs at Endnote. The library was not able to offer a concrete solution then.
Jan 3 - I was being advised to consider an application for extension as Plan B.
Jan 4 - Grrrr. This chapter is taking too long to get done. And Grrrr more for swallowing my pride to get that app for extension done.
Upon reading my list above, I get angry at myself more. So many other things to feel for in life.
I don't have a dying family member, nor terminal cancer. I'm not in the midst of Syrians, Lebanese, Iranians and Iraqi's mourning the death of a leader. I'm well fed and well loved. I'm not even stuck in Manila traffic so WATDAHELL Aleta.
Please, please, uber-please, count your blessings, think of people who can help, hold on to happy memories and look up, look to God. Don't ever, ever forget him.
And btw, YOU GOT THIS:
Jan 6 - A solution to EndNote DoI's
Chapter 1 Check
Chapter 3 Check
Chapter 4 BL Check - insert BL survey SUNDAY
Chapter 5 TP Check
Chapter 6 SP - Check -
Chapter 7 CP - Check insert Proposed Changes
TO follow
Chap 2 BY SUNDAY
Chap 8 BY MONDAY
FULL DRAFT BY TUESDAY - but oops, my Endnotes still need a whole lot of fixing
Please please be thankful for that. :) and remember people who have helped you and will continue to do so. Communicate!
Lastly, CHICKENJOY :) and ColLaboratiore 2020.
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