Sunday, January 19, 2020

Grace in Full Circle 2x around

Teacher Mailin, Teacher Vic and Teacher Amor are top of my list as the best K-12 teachers I've encountered in 3 decades of my teaching life. Right below them are five more whom I've been most fortunate to observe and immerse with, some whom I think are actually 'gifted children'.

Teacher Mailin was our humble Goddess=Dyosa. Such a reflective teacher who taught me to feel my way and trust my instincts. She was a very good listener, esp during case conferences when we each teacher had to say something about the each child in school. At School 2, she observed me clinicking with E.  I didn't have a whole plan written out, just a structure for the session and scribbles on my pad paper. It had a brief word list and sentence stems. That was it. She still went on to observe for the first time, I got honest feedback about my teaching. It was something I never had from School 1 = 6 years of teaching.

Later on she took chances on me = 5x.  While I was still an uncertain teacher of LD kids at School 2, she assigned me J, my first clinic case. While being a teacher to the barrio at Romblon, she gave me K, my first case of home-based remedial reading instruction, to demo-teach remediation while handling a special child, behavior mod included.  Back from my teacher to barrio stint, she threw me to a pilot class of 6 male, pre-adolescent ADHD  students to do behavior modification, small-group kind.

Later on, she took me in at School 4 to set up the Phil Hist Culture and Values program = Social Studies + Filipino SL classes within the PYP program. At School 6, she got me to do the title Learning Coordinator. Again, a first, something I had to live up to.

I will always remember her for the pineapples she shared with me during my first few weeks at School 1. Of course, I grabbed one cuz food is food. Only to find out much later on who SHE IS = a woman, alta de cuidad, with a bodyguard.

So being with her much later on in life, as part of the School 6 leadership team made me appreciate her constant evolution as a teacher-leader.

Teacher Mai = Harkness Discussion

Now comes Amor - me Amorrre former housemate with Miranda, fondly called as Teacher Motie.

More of Victor's colleague before she and I worked together. Most OC teacher I've ever met who will have all  her school supplies sorted and labelled in a certain way. She has the knack of instantly coming up with guides to help any student extract content and find meaning, then all the writing guides. It gets too much sometimes, seeing here spend 100% effort.  She handled the toughest adolescent/ high school cases, with care and with compassion and strictness. No bully can get their way with her except me. Hihihi...I always drop by her office to grab this and that. Or demand something, somethat and she delivers.  Such a fast learner.

Last but not the least, a fave of mine - Victor. How do I love thy teaching? Let me count thy ways.

First time I overheard him speak to his class, I thought he was a femme. The S comes out as sssss.
His pinky finger moves towards the ceiling while holding his utensils. His table manners, impeccable.

To be continued....

Sunday, January 12, 2020

Look2my M&Ms

Got over that 2-week all time low as far as PhD v.2.0 is concerned.

Yes, I did it. I've been a 3B@home and officially yesterday. That's like a triple whammy to my housemates.  I'm hoping the last of it was yesterday when I turned our living area into MY WORKSPACE.

Java, the spoiled pet, has taken over the house. He messes with our sofa, his hair and smell are all over the place. And his master, same same. My M makes a mess of our study table we share in his messier room that I'm forced to settle with a small table in the living area. Grrrr!

So when Divine was here for a day, we moved things. I put my son to work on a Sunday morning.
I now have W.I.W :)  But that took lashing out on Mauro and his Java. Don't care. They both lived.
We all did at least for that day when there was a Level 2-3 warning, escalating to Level 4 =
ashfall, phreatic explosion, which could lead to Level 5 = eruption.

While my husbandry was away, we shut our windows. Then my daughter and I managed to cook dinner pasta right out of the bottled veggie sauce. I go, let's have our soda, open that small can of chicken liver pate and have our last few slices of bread. I was thinking, if this were our last decent meal, then it should be good enough.

After dinner, and in 5 mins, we secured GoBags then stayed in Mauro's cleaner room. How divine, so thanks Divine ;)

For a minute, I felt > I'm glad to be back home with my teenagers who are more aware than ever. We now share a passion for being anti-DDS and pro-SNL and Korean chicken & beer then Bing-su. One is getting hairier and in-friend, in-love. His love language is getting me all the little things from a nearby Sari sari store. Another is plainly having the love of her life for the 1st time and a year oredi. She gives me good advice from her Tarot reading.  They are no longer the kids I had to protect from ME.

And then of course, our Java -- who puts up with my moodiness and inconsistencies -- it breaks his napping times. He's one to forgive me so easily and playing cute with me lately.

For a minute, all cozy together in Mausie's room, with Sprite in hand and salted eggs chips,
I felt, WE can survive this.  While my husband is out to take care of his parents like he always does, we got all his reminders covered.

This goes without saying that WE can survive ME, my PhD...and a Level 5 alert if it comes to that.




Saturday, January 4, 2020

Look2God

This is my record of all-time low.

Just to be clear, I'm not depressed. And if so, I've learned to just give myself a day and I'll be ok.
I have strategy to deal with it.

I think the toughest still is dealing with self-anger. So this week has been my all time low for the following. Let me count thy ways:

Dec 27 -  I forgot my bag of files and charger so I couldn't do what I set myself to do on that day
                while I was my fam, celebrating my brother's wedding annive

Dec 29 -  My MacBook acted weirdly -  black screen, not really of death cuz the keyboards lit up.
               Then, I reset, restart, the screen lits up then it goes black again.


Dec 30 -  Just had to get  a new laptop. That's like savings meant for something else, now spent on
                something else. Arggggh.

Jan 2 -   I could not find a way to repair template of my DoIs at Endnote. The library was not able to                 offer a concrete solution then.

Jan 3 -   I was being advised to consider an application for extension as Plan B.

Jan 4 -  Grrrr. This chapter is taking too long to get done. And Grrrr more for swallowing my pride to get that app for extension done.


Upon reading my list above, I get angry at myself more. So many other things to feel for in life.
I don't have a dying family member, nor terminal cancer. I'm not in the midst of Syrians, Lebanese, Iranians and Iraqi's mourning the death of a leader. I'm well fed and well loved. I'm not even stuck in Manila traffic so WATDAHELL Aleta.

Please, please, uber-please, count your blessings, think of people who can help, hold on to happy memories and look up, look to God. Don't ever, ever forget him.

And btw, YOU GOT THIS:

Jan 6 -  A solution to EndNote DoI's

Chapter 1 Check

Chapter 3 Check

Chapter 4 BL Check - insert BL survey SUNDAY

Chapter 5 TP Check

Chapter 6 SP - Check -

Chapter 7 CP - Check insert Proposed Changes


TO follow

Chap 2  BY SUNDAY
Chap 8  BY MONDAY

FULL DRAFT BY TUESDAY - but oops, my Endnotes still need a whole lot of fixing

Please please be thankful for that. :) and remember people who have helped you and will continue to do so. Communicate!

Lastly, CHICKENJOY :) and ColLaboratiore 2020.