Showing posts with label Collegial X-changes. Show all posts
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Wednesday, May 13, 2020

It's Like This 3

I now have key search terms for this new study I'm interested in doing.
At the back of my mind, I'm interested in branching away from a case study design and would like to go for: phenomenology and narrative inquiry. Or maybe to even find out whether these 3 can simultaneously happen in this new study.

New search terms:

  • teacher identity
  • teacher beliefs
  • personal epistemology
  • epistemic cognition


In other words, teachers' ways of knowing and in particular -- that of learning support teachers and learning advisors (K-20)

A bit of background:
In the process of writing my auto-ethno on my PhD journey, I have had quality exchanges with key persons engage in providing research support and learning advice from my Australian university. It made me curious about the role of the HDR-LA. There is no such thing as an LA in my university. I figured perhaps, if universities in the Philippines had more LAs, library support for researchers and working with Research Supervisors, without further delay. So how does one become an LA? How do you prepare one to become an LA? And more -  what's in the 'make-up' of an existing LA expert. How can you actually engage them to un-pack what they know and what they are learning so that they can recommend ways other teachers can learn these to.

I figured, with all the online learning that's going to happen, surely we will be needing more online learning support providers K-20. Some students will certainly fall through the cracks in HS and they will hopefully land on to university work, online ones even. So how do we prepare for them to make sure they continue to learn and succeed.

Then of course, I turn to my K-12 practice. This time taking note that for the first time, my curiosities and recent HDR experiences fuelled this interest in my new-found study.  Normally, I take the route of my teacher self and my K-12 bag of tricks to further research ideas at the higher ed.  This time, it's my higher ed research experiences which make me want to reflect on my K-12 practice and translate into a research study spanning K-20.

Recent K-12 experiences: (to mean b4 leaping into my PhD v.2.0)
1) I was Learning Coordinator at BA and really had the fortunate experience of observing teachers at work. Just so happen that these observations are within the context of teacher evaluation. BUT, it was great opportunity to 'learn' from fellow teachers and 'capture' their teaching based on their CK and PK and PCK. Teacher observations are really good ways to understand how-why teachers teach the way they teach. You see varied ways teachers engage students and it brings you to that space of understanding one's strengths and limitations as a teacher.

I've been fortunate enough to interact with the LST=Amor of BA who had all the tools and tricks to provide quality learning support to students whom I can clearly relate with when it comes to language processing and written expression.  My task then was to at least support her clear initiatives and desire to help as student in need. I needed to make sure there would be communication among key persons to identify possible student cases;  diagnostics and informal ways to assess student level; documentation of work; honest to goodness 'case conferences'.

From these exchanges with different teachers, I was able to put in words "teacher pathways of growth"-- that in fact teachers continue to evolve in their functions and roles. However,  how to provide support to this evolution was not mine to decide at that time. What I realized is that a major part of my growth as a teacher was: self-learning, on the job and while interacting with teachers and teacher-leaders. And there were clear areas I will not get into -- for example Learning Support -- as this is best handled by a teacher with more methodical ways of diagnosing, addressing and teaching those students in need.


2) As co-founder of Builders School, I was the luckier teacher handling inquiry learning projects with our schoolchildren. Luckier because I had co-teachers to ensure that explicit skills instruction. We managed to install our ILS = Integrated Literacy Support Program. Instead of the usual 'clinic-mode' model of Wordlab school, I figured that the literacy support should be integrated with the everyday things they do in their language classes and within the multi-grade setting.

While my mindspace was pre-occupied on dual language, whole-language approaches, field trips, integrating ICTs amidst co-crafting project presentations/ sharing with students, and doing classroom-based research and curriculum documentation, I was assured that my schoolchildren are still able to cover content they needed to learn and acquire skills they needed to deliver in the other subject areas. These way students can safely move up to traditional HS not only with the necessary skills but with the confidence and love for learning intact + wonderful memories of their gradeschool life to continue learning how to learn.

Within this space, I was a great witness to how students loved their read -aloud sessions with Teacher Vic; how their reading and writing lessons paid off as seen in their project work in my class; how our themes were at work not only in my project class; how students are just as committed to their artwork to express their understanding of literature. Most importantly, how our once-nonreaders have become fluent and confident children.

In other words, it's clear that my co-teachers have worked their magic! And while I do acknowledge my own magic, I've always wondered about the HOW behind their magic.

Tables have turned:
I recall that one of the first few questions I asked the HDR-LA during our F2F consultation Year 2017, while preparing for my CoC was something along the lines of: have you worked with students who may have language difficulties?

Then after a few consultations, I was able to confirm MY kind of language difficulties - in the area of written expression. While I was getting all the help needed for the thinking and writing I needed for my major research at my QLD university, I've come to realize that yes, there may be common spaces learning support teachers, special educators and LAs operate or even more, common things they bring to the table.

I guess, those were my ways of figuring out what exactly HDR-LA's do and whether he is the higher ed version of Amor and Vic. And if so, what was his background? how much of his K-12 practice gets into his current practice as HDR-LA? or if in fact that background even helps.

Teacher beliefs > teacher cognition > teacher and learning experiences

And why even? Is there something about this which can be 'transmitted' to would-be teachers? and how? or what are the basics we can integrate in pre-service courses to pre-dispose teachers to consider becoming LST and LAs? Will a background of an Education degree even help? In what ways? How can we explore informal learning spaces to learn to become one?

Thursday, February 20, 2020

A Neat Kind of Nitpicking



Two days after my full draft submission, I was a cockroach with 6 antennae. I was daydreaming= up and about thinking of 6 creative work/ paper ideas:

> TP study on learning support

> PhD journey auto-ethno Part 2 & Part 3 - HERDSA 2020

> a paper presentation based on my thesis

> website rebuild for my Scratch Paper

> 1 more blog for the Transformatives of Collab 2020

> an ethnographic study with research fellows of Collaboratoire 2020

HERDSA 2020 abstract writing  was top in my dropdown list.  But then, did that alongside other things: trying a not- the-usual chocolate cake recipe, chatting with the Transformatives, & blogging. So out came a so-so abstract.

Gaaash, Aleta. Can you be more focused and systematic?  Guess not.

Days later, I decided to sched a consultation with Dr D and try things differently. So what if, I compare my scores with the expert abstract writer-reviewer. Why not try to practice giving comments on my work, as if  I'm giving feedback to a student.  Again, compare. Neat!

As usual, things went un-recorded, tsk tsk. And why does the un-recorded leave me with mowwwhhh food for thought :)  What I witnessed is a nitpicking of the Doctor kind. Didn't realize how 'oc-oc' the process can be.

I remember saying, "Go ahead, just do the rating, no need to be nice".  I ended up quite amused with the nitpicking because he really went sentence by sentence, then for a few ones, word for word.  The automated-grammar-guru was still at work of course. He still found a few lapses despite me running that abstract through Grammarly. For a while I thought, "Is that what my examiners will do with my thesis? And if so, does that mean I should at least do that first to my own thesis? Omg, I haven't done that for some sections of my chapters!!!"

Anyways, the co-ratings for my abstract are here below:

Relevance -             a = 4     d = 3

Description -           a = 4     d = 4

Contribution 2R -    a = 3     d = 3

Clarity of writing -  a = 3    d = 4


I felt at some point, the ideas in my abstract got too 'scattered'.   Dr D noticed that I could have driven important points more directly.
And that one way to do that was to look at the wordings/ key phrases in the actual description of conference themes, then use those in the abstract. Hardly did that before!

Tried to visualize the phrases he used: 'slap their faces with it' (or was that 'drive it down their necks'? or 'ram it down their throats'?). While listening to those Englishingies, my quick translate was: saksak mo sa baga nila!  

That was almost 1 hour of a pretty neat kind of  nitpicking. But, I must say, it was quite tiring. And I'm just 1 out of the 3 or 4 more consultations for the day. Only a wizard can get those done. Glad that he's the wizard and I can just be a hobbit (for now).

So this is how it feels like to be at the receiving end of nitpicking. That was like Kuya Roger receiving explicit instructions from Teacher Aleta to hang this child's artwork this way > if that didn't work, do this > still not up to my liking, do that. Or while with Teacher Ron and reviewing his letter to parents > change this, change that. Or when Teacher Mai sets the agenda for our meeting > this goes there, this goes here > a better flow of discussion to make sure we don't overdiscuss. Gahhhd, that's funny. 

Seriously though,  now that I'm seeing the scores, I should be ready for a borderline yes. Awwwh. But hey, a No from HERDSA only means that I can relax and just enjoy the conference (in return for not entirely enjoying ASCILITE Dec 2017). Imagine getting nervous for a poster session a few days before my flight, instead of spending cozy time with E&N or A&A? That is if I can even get my study grant (extended version) approved in the first place.

Now the actual poster is another thing of course....hmmm.




Wednesday, September 18, 2019

Green Button: Yoohoo, your male brain please


This is like Bilbo Baggins' There and Back again.
Our version isn't so terrible at least.
I can see myself as any of the hobbits while he, a Gandalf.
Must be his hair and height.

Back in Year 2009, we were both junior facs at UPOU. I think he was a year ahead me working on a research project with a senior faculty. Glad that we ended up doing our first stint into co-writing. 
This is all because of our shared experience of the ONE and ONLY UPOU Community Site, YEAH!!!


Thanks to green chat buttons, email exchanges and shared google sheets. We didn't even have to be together all the time to keep our brains working. Such is the salience > immediacy > social presence - cognitive presence > connectedness afforded by technology. Like a recent finding in my thesis.


After 2-4 years of business as usual with our careers, families, with brief Xmas and birthday greets or FB posts in between, I've come to know that  green button is on full study leave, just like me. Though really, he deserves it more than I do having toiled the toil while about 3 of us went on temporary leave and 1 out of UPOU, now @ANU, Canberra.


AFDL has coursework on auto-ethnography at University of Lancaster while I don't have any while at USQ.  So I'm a bit envious.  I dabbled with auto-ethno back then as AA Program Chair working on "Making Sense of Student Support at a Distance"...eklavoos.  I pulled a paper presentation all the way at Pune. Thanks to JZarate, Hum Prof of my AA's, who gave me great feedback. 


Now, I'm self-studying how to go about this paper for the foreseen PGECR sympo.  It helped that Green Button=AFDL is ON. Need some feedback from him. Here goes:


JRV 

to AFDL

Hi.

I'm submitting this for presentation here at USQ.
Can you pls review-- since you really have clearer, male kind of brain:

PhD Journey:  A Tale from the Backend of v.1.0 – v.2.0

Super salamat!

:)
--> Aleta


AFDL

to JRV


Hmmm.. refer to yourself in the first person instead?


Not sure what to look for, exactly. But that might be a potential issue. Hard to pinpoint the outcomes you were after. Or is the ambiguity deliberate?


JRV 
to AFDL

Good point.


Though I'm trying to avoid referring to I kase baka umiyak ako sa audience. Or sige, let's see ha.

Outcomes - can it be just contribution to ongoing practice? I haven't read so much pa on auto-ethno -- maybe I can find it there.

You have any reading or handout on auto-ethno? Baka dun ko mahanap yung ano ba contribution. Something on how to avoid self serving interests.

Salamat ha.



AFDL
to JRV

Autoethnography e. This is about you... only pro wrestlers and egomaniacs refer to themselves in the third person. Hehe. Pinili mo yan kaya kasalanan mo kung iiyak ka in front of an audience. Hahaha.

It still has to be treated like any quali research. I called autoethnography that line between a well-written blog and scientific research, which some of my classmates liked. 

Autoethnography as Method by Chang was really helpful to me a few months ago. Malamang meron niyan sa library niyo, online or otherwise.


JRV 
to AFDL


Humahalakhak ako todo! See, that is why I need your male brains.

Thanks for tolerating the crazy in me.
I just don't know with the person who will  end up reviewing my submission.

I'll edit then resubmit, haha.


AFDL is in my circle of fave colleagues at UPOU. Ever reliable.
He is very intuitive in a different way and yet still scientific.
Must be his music-art brain mixing with knowledge on information systems and environmental science background = gifted child.
Looking forward to an honest to goodness collab work and again, with OUR students/ future mentees, post-PhD...which btw starts here:  ColLaboratoire 2020