Wednesday, May 13, 2020

It's Like This 3

I now have key search terms for this new study I'm interested in doing.
At the back of my mind, I'm interested in branching away from a case study design and would like to go for: phenomenology and narrative inquiry. Or maybe to even find out whether these 3 can simultaneously happen in this new study.

New search terms:

  • teacher identity
  • teacher beliefs
  • personal epistemology
  • epistemic cognition


In other words, teachers' ways of knowing and in particular -- that of learning support teachers and learning advisors (K-20)

A bit of background:
In the process of writing my auto-ethno on my PhD journey, I have had quality exchanges with key persons engage in providing research support and learning advice from my Australian university. It made me curious about the role of the HDR-LA. There is no such thing as an LA in my university. I figured perhaps, if universities in the Philippines had more LAs, library support for researchers and working with Research Supervisors, without further delay. So how does one become an LA? How do you prepare one to become an LA? And more -  what's in the 'make-up' of an existing LA expert. How can you actually engage them to un-pack what they know and what they are learning so that they can recommend ways other teachers can learn these to.

I figured, with all the online learning that's going to happen, surely we will be needing more online learning support providers K-20. Some students will certainly fall through the cracks in HS and they will hopefully land on to university work, online ones even. So how do we prepare for them to make sure they continue to learn and succeed.

Then of course, I turn to my K-12 practice. This time taking note that for the first time, my curiosities and recent HDR experiences fuelled this interest in my new-found study.  Normally, I take the route of my teacher self and my K-12 bag of tricks to further research ideas at the higher ed.  This time, it's my higher ed research experiences which make me want to reflect on my K-12 practice and translate into a research study spanning K-20.

Recent K-12 experiences: (to mean b4 leaping into my PhD v.2.0)
1) I was Learning Coordinator at BA and really had the fortunate experience of observing teachers at work. Just so happen that these observations are within the context of teacher evaluation. BUT, it was great opportunity to 'learn' from fellow teachers and 'capture' their teaching based on their CK and PK and PCK. Teacher observations are really good ways to understand how-why teachers teach the way they teach. You see varied ways teachers engage students and it brings you to that space of understanding one's strengths and limitations as a teacher.

I've been fortunate enough to interact with the LST=Amor of BA who had all the tools and tricks to provide quality learning support to students whom I can clearly relate with when it comes to language processing and written expression.  My task then was to at least support her clear initiatives and desire to help as student in need. I needed to make sure there would be communication among key persons to identify possible student cases;  diagnostics and informal ways to assess student level; documentation of work; honest to goodness 'case conferences'.

From these exchanges with different teachers, I was able to put in words "teacher pathways of growth"-- that in fact teachers continue to evolve in their functions and roles. However,  how to provide support to this evolution was not mine to decide at that time. What I realized is that a major part of my growth as a teacher was: self-learning, on the job and while interacting with teachers and teacher-leaders. And there were clear areas I will not get into -- for example Learning Support -- as this is best handled by a teacher with more methodical ways of diagnosing, addressing and teaching those students in need.


2) As co-founder of Builders School, I was the luckier teacher handling inquiry learning projects with our schoolchildren. Luckier because I had co-teachers to ensure that explicit skills instruction. We managed to install our ILS = Integrated Literacy Support Program. Instead of the usual 'clinic-mode' model of Wordlab school, I figured that the literacy support should be integrated with the everyday things they do in their language classes and within the multi-grade setting.

While my mindspace was pre-occupied on dual language, whole-language approaches, field trips, integrating ICTs amidst co-crafting project presentations/ sharing with students, and doing classroom-based research and curriculum documentation, I was assured that my schoolchildren are still able to cover content they needed to learn and acquire skills they needed to deliver in the other subject areas. These way students can safely move up to traditional HS not only with the necessary skills but with the confidence and love for learning intact + wonderful memories of their gradeschool life to continue learning how to learn.

Within this space, I was a great witness to how students loved their read -aloud sessions with Teacher Vic; how their reading and writing lessons paid off as seen in their project work in my class; how our themes were at work not only in my project class; how students are just as committed to their artwork to express their understanding of literature. Most importantly, how our once-nonreaders have become fluent and confident children.

In other words, it's clear that my co-teachers have worked their magic! And while I do acknowledge my own magic, I've always wondered about the HOW behind their magic.

Tables have turned:
I recall that one of the first few questions I asked the HDR-LA during our F2F consultation Year 2017, while preparing for my CoC was something along the lines of: have you worked with students who may have language difficulties?

Then after a few consultations, I was able to confirm MY kind of language difficulties - in the area of written expression. While I was getting all the help needed for the thinking and writing I needed for my major research at my QLD university, I've come to realize that yes, there may be common spaces learning support teachers, special educators and LAs operate or even more, common things they bring to the table.

I guess, those were my ways of figuring out what exactly HDR-LA's do and whether he is the higher ed version of Amor and Vic. And if so, what was his background? how much of his K-12 practice gets into his current practice as HDR-LA? or if in fact that background even helps.

Teacher beliefs > teacher cognition > teacher and learning experiences

And why even? Is there something about this which can be 'transmitted' to would-be teachers? and how? or what are the basics we can integrate in pre-service courses to pre-dispose teachers to consider becoming LST and LAs? Will a background of an Education degree even help? In what ways? How can we explore informal learning spaces to learn to become one?

Saturday, May 2, 2020

It's Like THIS 2

One time, I was daydreaming for a Zoom session because I've restarted to concoct ideas for next research 2do. I allow myself to daydream future writing projects as a way to look forward to having my life back. But because I had to hyperfocus in finishing my section on Limitations of the Study, and hadn't had breakfast, come Zoomtime I couldn't just ask that the session be recorded-- cuz the daydream was unfolding.....but no playback, tsk tsk!

THIS paper idea is triggered by the ff:
1) HERDSA and my daydream of doing a poster presentation I've never tried before
2) My husbandry asking about auto-ethno
3) A recent exchange with Professor X on a possible auto-narrative project
4) My unfinished blog on 3 great teachers

5) A shared conversation with Catherine Chinook on giftedness and demigods
6) Meeting another Learning Advisor - and me trying to listen to him give feedback to a student in THAT neat part of the library
7) Immersing with HDR-LA - like literally me, making a labrat out of me, observing, wondering and uber-benefitting from an academic writing coach & reflecting/asking myself 'will I be able to do the same for someone next time?’

8) My ongoing interest with expert teachers to include a cohort I categorize as 'gifted teachers'(by order of appearance in my life):
Rachel-R - Maryknoll HS and UP
Feny - Community of Learners
Mailin - Wordlab
Victor - Wordlab and UP
Dr. Acoymo - UP
Dr. Nellie Deutsch - IT4ALL
Dr. Dina Ocampo (as my EDR prof) U.P.
Amor - Beacon Academy
Eric Z - Beacon Academy
Dr. Eacersall - USQ

9) My wanting to do an ethnographic study of teachers
-as I do get a kick out of observing great teachers at work (it feels like getting immersed in a great movie or an art installation)
10) Wondering about an iteration of a TP study I've done before but using a different methodology

Pausing here…I'm trying to see what's common among 'gifted teachers'.
        My guess - ( like if I were to profile them)
  • Good to great with languages or background in language teaching
  • Hardly netspeaks nor truncates messages
  • Sends complete text messages (not using shortcuts)
  • Reads books for pleasure or has a taste for HiQ literature
  • Grammatically correct
  • Digests content just like that
  • Intuitive and methodical
  • An OC streak
  • Have highly literate parents
  • Really enjoyed reading as a child/teenager
  • Has an older sibling who is highly literate
      Could be's -
  • An actual IQ corresponding to that of a gifted person
  • An IQ for the Fine Arts
Now, a bit of rewind:
Sent: Wednesday, 22 January 2020 12:38 PM

Wondering here-
So a study of expert teachers providing language learning support spanning - K-12 all through Doctoral level.

Shared views & beliefs about 
> learning how to write
> gaps in written expression of students

Common understandings of diagnosing writing problems
and how the above translate into:
>actual explicit language skills instruction

And how did you actually learn the how- to of those? + Teaching principles you abide by or unknowingly demonstrate

And if so, how do we train mowwwh language support teachers to do the same?

Friday, April 17, 2020

Love in the Time of Corona

It has been a hate relationship with my MS Word formatting, APAs and EndNotes for quite sometime. Now, it's official. I have to come to 'heart' doing all of them. Just paid focused attention to each and everyone of them in order to understand them really well

That took a total of 2-3 weeks of focused attention, then more

Wk 1: My EN + APA started to make more sense while spending quality time over at my BFF's place.  Quality time = girl-talkin' at the beach, at her apartment with her loveliest kids, Raylai and Avi; teacher-talking and more ghorl-talkin' while doing our daily morning walks. Our conversations would sometimes start before we went to bed then we'd wake up about 3am to talk shortly. Fun, tears and laughter in between.  We talked lots about her school, my research, our life questions, our troubles & worries, our future projects, our families, our marriages, probably some days of the future past.  That was really great catch up time given the constant viber exchanges we've had since my Toowoomba months and days. So much love in the air surrounding us all--the positivity benefitted me, MY Endnotes and MY APAs.

Then of course, I enjoyed the uber-self-contained space. Did my version of simple breakfast and minimalist cooking which the kids easily fell for - scrambled eggs with seaweed, Vietnamese pasta with fried fish tofu, grilled cheese sandwich with seaweed, fried egg with cheese & seaweed on top.


Wks 2-3:  The Corona is getting really Covid - sounds like morbid = so real.  There was news of 3 deaths in my extended circle. After 1 RWLeague, 1 PGECR Zoom and 1 Consultation on my auto-ethnography came sadder news. My Uncle Vic and Aunt Mila were diagnosed with the virus, with my Uncle being at his worst situation. My Tita Ely (motherside) in the meantime had to be admitted in the hospital and being treated as a possible PUI.  Those few days felt quite uncertain.  One early morning, the certainty came- my Uncle Vic passed on.

In the meantime, U.P. sent out news of a Professor who likewise passed on. Then a memo - travel ban was in place.

These times, hard to think really. Last year with all the meaningful noise on climate change, then the Taal eruption start of 2020,  I was most certain that our generation will be wiped out due to some major natural catastrophe happening one after the other at different regions of the world. I didn't see this pandemic coming at all.

I could no longer hold on to the joy I've felt being with my best friend. It was being chipped away one by one since the lockdown and my Toowoomba trip cancellation... gone were my plans of seeing my housemates, Lolita and Catherine.  In a matter of days, the lockdown has become Luzon-wide, that included where my family was.

I paused to thank the Lord as my Miranda reached our home before the lockdown.

Wk 4: While my husband busied himself with securing our food stocks and actually cooking more rice meals,  I proceed with chapter edits based on Dr Redmond's feedback.

I paused to thank the Lord for the approval of my extended study and for the funds finally transferred (USQ census date) and an email from Leonie which came on a Sunday. Oh my, that was precious weekend time it made me cry.

Wk 5: I distracted myself with finding ways to access and play with MS Teams so I can recommend its how to's.  I reviewed the Techtorials on MS Word styles and creating tables while befriending my daughter's choice of music = Harry Style's 'Falling' song. It goes with my finally falling in love with the idea of my List of tables and figures FINALLY working. I so get my APAs, thanks to Tricia and Emma. I've started to imagine helping any researcher learn those tricks.

I paused to thank the Lord for little things which keep me going.

Wk 6, end of Easter break - I am overwhelmed with tears.  Amidst reviewing my viber chats with my BFF, finally getting over my uncle's death  and learning that my Aunt's xrays have cleared with her trial meds finally working, and a new Lazo babe forthcoming, there was so much more to be thankful for.

Just when I noticed I'd stop talking to God (yep, I do that when I'm upset with Him), I was reminded of God's ways and my best memories pre-Covid. Let me list thy ways:

> my best sojourn at Toowoomba
> a trip in the planning for the nth time which finally happened
> a Siargao island surprise
> my 2019 VIPs
> my 20th wedding anniversary by the beach
> my 20th wedding anniversary at U.P. chapel
> Collaboratiore 2020

And now, newer memories:
> new research ideas brewing
> trying out new cake recipes
> paying attention to Zoom voices and accents
> getting to know my own family as housemates, haha: living with Mauro's moodiness and great hairdo, loving Miranda's muscle building and breadmaking, enjoying Vic's enjoyment of online classes -- most of all, gigil-mammal time :)

Amen to that!